I wanted only to try to live in accord with the promptings which came from my true self. Why was that so very difficult?

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7.02.2012

Of course I was sad when I did not get to leave the country as Ana, my friend, did. We had both pretty much tried everything: the Peace Corps, getting certified as a teacher to teach English in the hopes of eloping to anywhere in Asia.


After many attempts at everything, Ana left to Denmark when she won the scholarship that I was denied. I had gotten accepted to the school alright, but in my case, the tuition and living expenses would be on me. This was a luxury I could not afford; besides by then I had fallen in love and was not so sure anymore that I wanted to leave.

More than two years have passed since then. For Ana and me, life has tried on different faces, but she remains my friend...a friend I cannot afford to lose.

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